I have been trying to keep quiet!! I didn’t want to bombard you with my bombardment!!! Please forgive me.
Forgive me for not imposing on you with greater emphasis this bombardment.
Forgive me for believing that I was being thoughtful in not imposing on you the importance of this bombardment.
Forgive me for thinking that I would lose you, “the audience”, by overstating the bombardment.
Forgive me for not giving you the credit to be honest with yourselves, me, society, in “embracing” the concept.
Forgive me for not thinking that words could make a difference. That sharing my feelings and my struggles might help you to see clearly what is causing your struggles.
Forgive me for not embracing the concept of bombardment as coming from God. Forgive me for being self-centered, for looking to gain an audience (even though, I didn’t realize it), thinking that if I could please people and write like others, I would guarantee the success of this blog…therefore the success of the Holy Spirit reaching the readers.
Forgive me for thinking that I could candy coat the idea of bombardment or slowly reel people in. Forgive me for thinking that I was in charge. For trying to think first of how society works, feel out the psyche of the readers, and find the gain…as is the case with salespeople. People looking to profit. For thinking like I was trained to do.
Looking around, learning about blogging…because I am still having such a hard time working the nuances of this blogging and computer world. I found that many use blogging as a way to succeed. And, being that this is a foundation, maybe I should find a way to earn money to fund the foundation? Seemed innocent enough, but the reality is that it only took time away from what I should have been doing. Reading on how to be successful was, in my case, a bombardment. It took time away from what I should have been doing all along. During this “research” time, I have found it hard to come up with ideas about what to write. I mean, I have had ideas but they all seemed to be filled in one way or another with bombardment of the many different types of evil which assault us each day. I know many people don’t want to hear that what they might be doing each day may be tinged with evil especially those who are really trying to live a good and Godly life. But, we must face it, that the more we try to be Godly the more we will be bombarded. God is enemy of evil, and satan does not want God to succeed. And he for sure doesn’t want God to keep the souls that satan has been working to take.
There is a line in the original prayer to St. Michael the archangel that states, “…and cast into eternal perdition souls destined for the crown of eternal glory..” This line has been stuck in my head for a few weeks. As I paid attention to the line, it hit me…souls, PEOPLE who were meant for GLORY had been lost, TAKEN AWAY by satan, through his lies. Lies which were embraced by those people who were destined for Glory, do they know what they lost just by giving in?
I hope you are not TAKEN AWAY. I pray that you get to live in the GLORY, that has already been set and paid for you by GOD. Open your eyes and look at the bombardment that is all around you. God help us to see the truth and the light.